Screaming from the inside!

Do you ever feel like you are screaming from the inside of your body and know one can hear you? I have so much going on right now, I do not know which direction to go in. I do know that God is my guiding light and I need to trust in him with all my decision's. Is my time running out?

I feel love and blessed to have a beautiful and healthy family and could not ask for anything more. I am surround by so many people in my life, but I continue to struggle with screaming from the inside. I know that soon this storm will pass and the sun will come out again.

God all ways finds a way for your life to flow right, even though there might be a storm close by

Some times I feel like my life feels like this all the time, a storm in the mist of partial sun

Once in Life Time picture

I was trying to photograph Micaiah and my shutter speed was going off pretty fast. In the mist of taking his picture he decided to sneeze. I found these two and they were really close together and fell in love with them. Micaiah is five month's now and I cannot believe how fast it has gone. I am sad because they grow up to fast but, at the same time he laughs at me when I make faces at him or make sounds. This is probably my favorite stepping stone of a infants life.

He still continues to grow at a rapid pace and he still is my chub-chub.

A New Year!

I feel like I fell behind over the holidays not writing anything. This was a very busy time of the year and very stressful one to. I did very much enjoy the Christmas season and now I have the blues a little bit. I do have my birthday coming up and cannot wait for this. Next year I turn the BIG 30 this is a little scary for me but, it will be OK. I had so much fun photographing the kids over the holidays and I did have a good time as well.

A Meaningful Husband

A husband is a person with boldness and passion for his God
He is a man who follows his dreams to the very end
He is a person who will love and cherish every person he encounters
He is a man of truth, honor, self-discipline and positive attitude

A husband is a person that respects and loves his wife with all his heart
He is a man of his word and will help at not cost
He is a person that endures every word spoken by his wife
He is a man of sincerity, love and passion for his bride

A husband is a person who loves his children know matter what they do
He is a man that loves to play and be adventures with his boys
He is a person that will hold here hands know matter what age they are
He is a man called father, daddy, and dad

A husband is a person who will stand up for his family and be their shield
He is a man that all other fathers look up to knowing that he is a leader
He is a person that works hard for his family till the very end of time
He is a man of great sympathy, dignity and strong morals

A husband is a person to grow old with loving each other to the fullest
He is a man of great titles and knowing he did everything for God
He is a person that was born on this earth for many purposes
He is a man that wants to watch his children grow up to be something great

I wrote this poem for my husband Bryson and I thought that I would share it with you

Trip to the Train Station

This will be the first time with out Oma and Opa for the holidays. We took them down to the train station in Denver to make a trip to Iowa. Our children loved running around this one hundred year old building and causing trouble as well. Let me tell you there are some pretty weird people that were there that night and we all stuck pretty close together. Logan and Stefan had the most fun while mom was close behind taking pictures with her new camera. We will miss Oma and Opa for Thanksgiving but, we will have them for Christmas. Most of my extended family lives in Iowa for those who do not know this.

If you have never ridden the Amtrack Train before, this is an experience that you will have to try at least once in your life time.

Let it Snow! Let it Snow!

The holidays are right around the corner I feel like I am living in Arizona. I would love to have a big dose of snow right about now. This is my Christmas wish is that to have a big snow storm like the one we had in 2006. Many people were overwhelmed with that snowfall but, I was in heaven when it all came down. Sometimes it just does not feel like Christmas when we do not have snow, but that is Colorado for you. I was hoping to go skiing this year, but I am not sure if we are going to get as much as we did last year. Winter is one of my favorite seasons and I enjoy playing in it with my children. So please, Let it Snow! Let is Snow!